have I ever told you that I'm sorry?

It sucks when you screw up badly and it doesn't just hurt you, but it hurts the people around you. It sucks when you think if you just try hard enough, you can make it ok, but you can't. I heard this song this morning...and have been listening to it over and over since. I've heard it many times before, but it just hit me this time. There are a few people in my life that need to hear these words from me. We all have junk inside of us that gets in the way even when we try our best to love people. I hope God will change what's inside of me...because I can't. I hope I'll be humble enough to let Him do that.

Have I ever told you that I'm sorry it didn't work out
Have I ever told you that I'm sorry that I walked out
Have I ever told you that I'm sorry that I didn't think about
How it was gonna make you feel

Have I ever told you that I'm sorry I wasn't honest
We don't know how these lies are gonna come back to haunt us
Have I ever told you that I'm sorry that I broke my promise
That I made to you

But I believed it was right for me (for you)
Or at least it seemed so at the time
But reality got the best of me
And I guess (know) I lost my mind

Have I ever told you that I'm sorry that I forgot
Just how hard I said I'd try I thought I did but I guess not
Have I ever told you that I I've been thinkin' about this
Quite an awful lot

But I believed it was right for me (and you)
Or at least it seemed so at the time
But reality got the best of me
And I guess (know) I lost my mind

Have I ever told you that I love the way you've turned out
Have I ever told you that I've been watching and
I'm so proud Have I ever told you that I'm still trying to figure out
What's inside of me

But I believe there is hope for me
And it's gonna take some time
There's a God who sees what's inside of me
And I know He can change my mind

(Lyrics by FFH)